Just Wanna Make You Proud Poem by Sugar Bear

I know I'm wasten your time
I see it your eyes
Even when you try to prented that I don't
You say its excellent
I know it's not what you ment
Cause I can see I'm striken three in a row
And I'm trying so hard to make it
I'm trying so hard to fake it, now
I only wanna see me make you proud
But its tearing me down
Cause I'm ashamed now

[Chorus]
I've tired so hard
To make you proud
And nothings seemly working
I didn't mean
To bring you down
So now I'm still here, hurting

Half the things you want
I'll never get, cause
I'm still here, unclear
Searching..
I wanna be it all
But I keep on fallen
I'm still here, unfair
Hurting

All my siblings come home
With perfect honor rolls
And it hurts when I'm the only one, failing
They do whatever you want
Never try to pull a front
And I'm the only one, disagreeing
We never have been close
Cause I like to be alone
But now I regret we're strangers in our home
And I'm trying so hard to make it
I'm trying so hard to fake it, now
I only wanna see me make you proud
But its tearing me down
Cause I'm ashamed now

[Chorus]
I've tired so hard
To make you proud
And nothings seemly working
I didn't mean
To bring you down
So now I'm still here, hurting

Half the things you want
I'll never get, cause
I'm still here, unclear
Searching..
I wanna be it all
But I keep on fallen
I'm still here, unfair
Hurting


They're good at all the sports
Like sweating in their shorts
But I like doing what I want
I'll do it for quite sometime
Then I will change my mind
And it just leaves you ane me, on a stump
I like to dance and sing
Draw and write poetry
But its not good enough for you
You think I'm wasteing high school
You think I'm bending the rules
How? I'm only doing what I love to do
And I'm trying so hard to make it
I'm trying so hard to fake it, now
I only wanna see me make you proud
But its tearing me down
Cause I'm ashamed now

[Chorus]
I've tired so hard
To make you proud
And nothings seemly working
I didn't mean
To bring you down
So now I'm still here, hurting

Half the things you want
I'll never get, cause
I'm still here, unclear
Searching..
I wanna be it all
But I keep on fallen
I'm still here, unfair
Hurting

You yell at me
When you won't yell at them
You push me
When arn't pushing them
Its insecure
only making us hateful more
Forcing me out the door
Further more
But you wanna pull a fight
And that ain't alright
And everytime I'm down
You bring me up
But then you turn and I'm back on the ground
You cheer me up
But you're just playing around
And I'm trying so hard to make it
I'm trying so hard to fake it, now
I only wanna see me make you proud
But its tearing me down
Cause I'm ashamed now

[Chorus]
I've tired so hard
To make you proud
And nothings seemly working
I didn't mean
To bring you down
So now I'm still here, hurting

Half the things you want
I'll never get, cause
I'm still here, unclear
Searching..
I wanna be it all
But I keep on fallen
I'm still here, unfair
Hurting

Every little snitch you blow in my face
Every little stench, you're on my case
I know that you're dissapointed with me
I know that you're only trying to see
I just wish I could be more to you, then what I am
Because you see right through, cause you don't understand
I just want you to except me for me and not for them
I just want to make it right again
I'm tired of you thinking you're ruling my world
I'm tired of you treating me like a little girl
Look at me I'm almost grown
I'm almost out on my own
But that isn't your plan!

[Chorus]
I've tired so hard
To make you proud
And nothings seemly working
I didn't mean
To bring you down
So now I'm still here, hurting

Half the things you want
I'll never get, cause
I'm still here, unclear
Searching..
I wanna be it all
But I keep on fallen
I'm still here, unfair
Hurting

Sorry to make you upset
Cause I'm not pefrect