Hearts are cold
and yet warm
sarcastic and stubborn
the tears are all gone
but they come back again
hearts do not refrain
From the hole in my chest
I love you so
it hates me
it strays
from my intentions
I can't control
I can't regulate
I can't direct
I'm trying not to care
I'm dropping it from a 10th floor window
I'm trying not to scream
Smash into the hard Earth
getting up, I'm bent
but not broken
Looking to the sky
I wonder...
why can't I die?
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