Lies Waiting To Die Poem by Fallen Angel

tired of living this lie
sitting here waiting to die
this life has given me nothing but pain
that i think i might just go insane
gambling with life and death
waiting to take my last breath
waiting for death to claim my soul
so i won't have to feel this empty hole
that's been left in my heart
i don't want a brand new start
because this life only brings me shame
playing me like a brand new game
but in the end everyone just dies
so the heck with all the lies
i don't mean to offend
but please God just let this life end