Life And Destiny Poem by Besma Jemaa

Who can blame me for having loved thee?
I can't forget the love experiences that tempted me.
But the only one that I always worry and fear,
Is everybody's ultimate destiny, differently weird.
I just can't imagine how much life and energy,
Turn into nonsense and pure vanity,
I can't figure out how the so many events of reality,
Become mere memories and even absurdity.
I wish I could have the premise or the ability
To understand the logic behind this phylosophy.