Life Of Loneliness Poem by Rik Bertrand

I am not who I want to be, I am not True.
I live a life of sadness, forever I am Blue.
Tears swell, emotions dwell, heart feels like stone,
I live a life on loneliness, I am forever alone.

I have no fear anymore; I have lived with too much sorrow.
I know that life won’t be any better, when I wake up tomorrow.
I sleep dreamless nights; I struggle with my how I feel,
I have come so close to the Devil and taking his current deal.

With all that I am going through, I hold on to my soul,
But the bleeding on my heart, is taking such a toll.
There is much to my life that many do not know.
I am fighting for my life here; I have reached a new low.

I am stronger than you can imagine, I have fought for many years,
I have the power win this fight, and to dry up all these tears.
Life is not all happiness, it’s not always as it seems,
But if we hold our head up high, we can handle the extremes.

Don’t cry for me, or feel regret, don’t worry for me at all.
I can manage this untruthfulness, if I stand ready and tall.
Wish me the very best, smile, be happy, and be a true friend
it will help to fight this loneliness to the bitter end.