Life's Weathery Road Poem by Jessica Thomas

Peering through a numbed out soul
I'm peeking out my tiny hole
Wandering through life, where do I go?
Must I overcome the storms on my road?
I feel my own destiny I musn't fail
All the way my alterego batters me like hail
With pride so large yet self-esteem so low
Can't comprehend me without complete control
Obsession runs like blood through my body
Yet, I wish I could sustain some humility
While sin runs amuck I do not fight
I easily give in and enjoy the blight
Still I return to this sorrowful state
Will I ever unlock the secret of my fate?
Karma coming back with all it's wind and rain
God hears my plea to be delivered from pain
Many bumps and blizzards scatter my path
I humble myself to find mercy from his wrath
In the end, I hope for closure and to know
The true reasons behind my pain, rain, and snow.