Life Sorrows And More Poem by Javi Lopez

confused about life
this stuff drives me insane
killing me slowly
its is my bane

are you actually mine?
or maybe you belong to another
i'll have meant to be alone
something i've always known

my emotions spiraling
my thoughts grow dire
they spark in the air
like a blazing fire

day to day
never good for me
night by night
i try to stay alive

theres always a problem
its so complicated
remembering too many things
it seems overrated

she's moody
she's in pain
she's bugging
im going insane

i feel heart sinking
i feel my mood dropping
wishing it would all end
maybe with my heart stopping

but i still wake up unfulfilled
i go to sleep scarred
we stop talking and i miss her
are we truly together? , I'm unsure

something grows within
a nice bit of darkness
that covers all of me
then im left completely empty

im just sad
about this idea
that my life isnt so great
its just something i want to take

she might be his
she might be pretending
the love she had for me
just might be ending

they don't like me
i don't care
but if she doesn't like me
thats something i can't bare

i lay here writing
my sorrows on this page
my eye sheds a tear
that runs down my face

my heart is in pain
from all the mess
running through my head
causing more stress

as i lead on to believe
that i might never find what i need
that i'll be alone and regretful
and i'll die unhappy

maybe i'm just crazy
i don't know anymore
what should i call this
life sorrows and more