There has to be a limiting factor,
a reason you won't settle
Maybe it's how fast I talk when I'm nervous or excited
I've heard that my whole life
Or not heard, exactly, I have ridiculously bad hearing
(that's another one)
so I can barely hold a conversation with you here without making a fool of myself by telling you what I thought I heard
I'm afraid my voice raises when I care too much,
or when someone kindly mistakenly gives me chocolate
And ask anyone,
I can't explain anything to you,
not earthquakes or airplanes or physics or rhymes
or why am I even here
why are we doing this
hours don't matter in the scope of a lifetime apart
But which one is the limiting factor,
the reason you won't settle
I swear I'll fix it in a heartbeat if you give me the chance
I know I've failed at everything,
I can never win a race
I have a hard time wearing these heavy heels,
I miss swimming pools and snow both at once,
I cry at fireworks
and crack for strangers
and spend too much time with my heart in the past,
I can't comfort,
I can barely walk in a world built on nuclear bombs and stolen fireballs,
I don't notice when she's gone
And ask anyone,
I can't explain anything to you,
not winning or losing or changing or how a bike works
or why am I even here
why are we doing this
hours don't matter in the scope of a lifetime apart
There has to be a limiting factor,
a reason you won't settle
Well, fools are contagious
So it's probably the fact that we're both
bruised unsure scraped troubled exposed liars.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
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