Loneliness Poem by Norden Lama

My loneliness makes me helpless.
Her memories haunt me.
I lie on my bed,
And something superimposes over me.
I cannot move…
Just tears roll down, with my eyes open.
I think in anguish.
Was she a friend or fiend!
My loneliness gives me chance to perpetuate her memories,
Though, it makes me naught and desolate.
I need silence,
But I don’t want silence of a graveyard.
I don’t want to spend my time,
Reluctantly thinking about her.
Dwelling constantly over my feelings overtaken.
I don’t want to be a desperate soul.
I don’t want to be an heir of pain.
I play with my remorse heart,
And it bites me.
This loneliness is a curse.
A silent symphony…
My heart throbs vigorously.
I take a deep breath.
A second it gives me relief.
For the other hour or more... I suffocate.
I cannot bear this loneliness anymore
I wish for her… Helplessly!