Loneliness In Me Poem by Blossom Mist

I took a lone walk
With no one by me to talk
I blamed one and all
As in place of me you took the fall
As you lay numb and cold
It seemed I had no control

I retreated in a tight shell
I felt responsible for driving you to hell
I cried alone without an end
As loneliness in me now became my only friend
The leaves of autumn and the flowers of spring
They got with them lovely memory strings

The walk in the meadows or the splash in the beach
All that we did was nice and sweet
But I felt ashamed and I had to be blamed
For letting you down by being so lame
I knew you wanted me to laugh and live
Give a little back to all as to what they'd give

But my shell now seemed hard to crack
Loneliness in me was my only slack
As the freshness in the spring
You opened your eyes as life started to sing

I vowed myself to come out of my shell
To redeem myself and you from this living hell
I kicked the loneliness out of the door
To let light and fresh air indoors
Together as we walk by the brook
In a swish we cast or fish hooks

I feel alive as if a dream got a life
Hand in hand we walk in a dainty stride
Your smile was my new gain
I promised never to see my shell again
To my loneliness I bid adieu
Being with you start life anew

With tears you look in my eyes and smile
Crying myself, I collect the pearls from your eyes