Lonely Journey Poem by Rhonda Moody

I'm taking a journey, I must take alone, for I cannot bare, what my life has become.... loneliness, sadness, and the grief that surrounds me, has taken its toll on this mind body and soul... making it through a day, one moment at a time....feeling the emptiness within me, wanting just to hold you... longing for something I know will never be.... because I fear the outcome my family will see...innocent lives turned upside down and shattered... all at the hands of their loved one, I should have know better... what's done is done no turning back.... now all I want is you, something I cannot have... my love for you completely consumes me, doomed from the start because a commitment I must keep. I see no way except the easy way out. Say goodbye to all and take my journey alone...