Losing Grip Poem by Pen Anthony

I am losing myself
Or so my friends say
The translation is that
I am falling in love
My friends are right

The writing is in black and white
Our friendship is spread
The full stretch of a decade
Yet they've seen me in love once
It didn't work out

So i turned a deaf ear to love
When it knocks i never open
I wait it out open only
When it's gone
Only this time it didn't knock

It broke in
Blinding me
Breaking the chains of my sanity
Because i am madly in love with you
I am losing grip