Losing My Child Poem by Rebecca Marie

There are days when I think
I'm never gonna move on
I think it only gets harder
When I realize how old
They would be now
I feel like my heart
Is about to rip out of my chest
And the tears start to come to my eyes
It is so hard I stuggle with this every day
I imagine how they would look and sound
I imagine fighting with them
To get them to behave
It is hard to see people with kids
Because I just think of
How I could have been
If my babies would have lived
This is a mothers worst fear
Is loosing her children
And this is the hardest thing
I've ever had to do
I think nobody is ever going to see
Just how much this hurts