Losing My Job (The Cube Farm) Poem by John Anderson

Losing My Job (The Cube Farm)



I stopped not for gas, but a cup of coffee to go.
Coffee was my morning habit, though my stomach wouldn't have missed it this morning.
Soon I was parked on the charcoal lot between bright orange lines, passing shiny cars as I walked toward the tall glass entryway.

Staring stone gargoyles flanked the doors and aggravated my tension. The gleaming floor clicked vacantly as I walked to the elevator.

The tiny room was a prison cell hoisting me to the gallows.
Blank eyes above conservative suits and skirts marched in and out.
I watched the light above me move like a lit fuse.
A hushed bell rang, like it were signaling me for the next round, and I exited onto a carpeted gangplank that led to the waiting room of the office. I pushed the long handle of the frosted door and entered the cube farm. Eyes, twisting their attached heads between the fabric walls, peeked at me as I marched.

The silence was deafening.

I would not be anonymous long.

He adjusted a button on his suit coat then reshuffled papers above his desk. He placed them in a perfect pile in front of him.
We were two stumps, bookends to the papers, opposing each other.
The breath of his words wheezed out, like stoking a fire underneath me.
He told me they were letting me go, and his office felt even emptier, the pile more perfect.

I left him in mid-stoke, and walked the aisle to empty my vacuous cube, feeling concern from the anxious eyes of the Cube Farm.

I enjoyed my ride home.

Sunday, July 2, 2006
Topic(s) of this poem: begin,beginning,bravery,calm,career,contemplation,emotion,frustration,job,life
POET'S NOTES ABOUT THE POEM
I look back at my job at the cube farm, and immediately feel the tension just thinking about it. Daily stress collided with good pay, but my soul knows and let me know you cannot sell it for a paycheck, and its truth leaked out again. I was really happy when I left that day lol.
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