Losing You Poem by simmy maenetsa

oh how I never thought of losing
You were all that there was
I used to think how did I do right to deserve a girl like u
From the moment I met you I was cursed under your spell
Oh your smile that could stop my heart
Your soft beautiful lips that I so wanted to kiss
You beautiful hair that was as soft as silk and your magnificent  skin that was like a new born that I wanted to feel
And oh how I wanted to give u my heart
But now it bleeds internally so hard that nothing can heal
I never knew how hard a guy can love a girl until I met you
I guess I was romeo but you didn't want to be my Juliet
I guess what I wanted was to show u love exists instead I was the one your heart punished by those who convinced you that love isn't real
But I guess my dream of showing you the garden of Edeon is pointless if you never believed it's true
Because you were like a drug that I was addicted
But now I'm in rehab and the pain hurts so bad I even thought of killing my self.