Lost Poem by paddy jansen

seconds, minutes and hours passing me by
forgot what day it is again today
just wanne lie down and die

what must i do to change my way
i can't enjoy anything
for me it's always just another day

it's hard to change but i know it's not right
then again why should i
i need a reason to keep fighting this fight

my whole life feels like a endless stream
of rain filled with pain
will i ever again believe in a dream