Lost And Alone Poem by Christine Sears

I say I'm fine but I'm going insane.
I say I feel good but I'm in a lot of pain.
I say it's nothing but it's really a lot.
I say I'm fine but really I'm not.

I quietly lay here but my world's falling apart.
I try to move on but I just want to restart.
I don't look happy; people can tell,
But they assume they just don't know me well.

I wake up every morning, forever in a daze,
And try to see Purpose through the blinding haze.
I crawl back into bed and try to postpone
These days when I feel lost and alone.