Lost For Life Poem by Eman Awad

I found that i get over a wound,
that to get hurt once again and cry.
Thousands of tears over you i would,
shade, and only for you i will die.
I'd rather be hurt by you every day,
than to be hurt by you once and for good.
Because i know you'll be mine any way,
and all i want you'll bring if you could.
And only if you could, god help me,
we are seperated by thousands of walls.
To be together we may wait for eternity,
trying not to hear love when it calls.
But sadly we did hear,
and it was a beautiful day.
I'm alive if you're near,
no matter what i won't go away.
I miss you when we are together,
and i've never been in love before.
So, if i didn't spend with you forever,
i'll die within me closing every door.
It's how far our dream is,
impossible, if it wasn't so hard.
Life without you is lonliness,
and i'm without you with no heart.
But years to come still,
and so many dreams are flown away.
But to forget you, never i'll,
and to be yours, on my knees i pray.
I was lost for words back then,
to tell you about my love but not now.
Now that you know all i hide within,
i'm lost for my life and my self some how.
Some how i can't seem to find my dreams,
and i'm lost for you more than any thing.
I'm filled with love and i'm filled with seams,
and all but you i'm filled with every thing.
I'm filled with lies and doubts over you,
i can't see my way ahead if you are near.
Nothing about us i can touch as if true,
all we do is to hope and pray and fear.
Love can't grow in fear, do you know?
but do we know we can't fall in love to survive?
We must care to breathe not to let love grow,
but how can we breathe when we are lost for life? ?