Love Has Poisoned Me Poem by talla tragedy

it had poisoned me,
it made me blind,
it made me try not to belive
the truth that lies in his words,
the truth...that he was someone else,
someone that was hiding,
i had fallen in love with him,
that anonym boy,
i had never met,
only could read the words he wrote to me,
i tried to hold on,
i tried to belive,
that there would be a way we could meet,
yet he was so far away,
not inches,
not a step,
not two,
more than a mile,
he was ocean's away,
he was country's away,
somewhere that wasnt possible,
not possible to even hear his voice through the wind,
i kept holding on,
wishing,
wanting,
to hold him,
to feel his warm embrace,
to feel his breath on my skin,
i waited i belived every word he has said,
three simple little words,
that are meaningless to me now,
the words like poison,
taking over me,
slowly making me suffer,
as i found out,
as i found the truth that was beneath all his words,
he wasnt who he said he was,
dissapointment went through me,
pain found its way to my heart,
pain that has stabbed me in my chest,
tears that were dripping from my motionless eyes,
it hurt, it hurt me so badly,
i was trying to not belive,
i was trying to keep some hope,
but it was all gone,
hope was lost,
the hole in my chest will grow old,
until the end of me,
love has died for me,
my heart has crippled instantly,
the words,
his name,
where he would live,
his age,
his LOVE...
everything a lie,
pure poison,
ive been fooled,
for months beliving,
hoping,
wishing,
wasting my time,
wasting my own love,
i regret all that,
truth is love is pain,
that delicate poison,
that leaves its marks behind,
i left it all buried now for my coming grave,
i shall lay,
sooner or later,
that one person,
will never know,
how much i have suffered,
i thouw the person out of my heart.
all i know love is pain,
and just a foolish little game.