Love Is Suicide Poem by Luthien Garrett

Thinking about you and her,
it kills me
Thinking that you hate me,
even worse
Thinking what we had,
as I tie the final know
I think of you,
Your eyes,
Your smile,
Your laugh,
and the way you said 'I love you'
and how I once meant everything
but now mean nothing
as I slip the noose around my neck
I step high upon the chair
I kick it from beneath me
I feel ontop of the world
as I gasp for air
clawing at my neck wishing,
You were here
wishing I could hear your voice
saying I love you one final time
memories of you and I flash before my eys
as I slowly die
and see the glowing light