Maybe Poem by Jhon Doe

I sat down to let my heart sing
let it sing of the sorrow it felt when it saw you two together
to let it sing of feelings of betrayal and anger
but now as I sit, I realize
it doesn't feel anger or betrayal or even sadness
and my heart can't sing of the feelings
because they aren't there
and I ask why I don't feel anything
and I realize
either you have crushed the last of my spirit
and I can't feel because you have finally
after all this time
shattered my broken heart beyond repair
or....
maybe I don't care anymore
maybe the feelings I once felt have vanished
and maybe we could start again
and just be..... friends
and maybe I could be happy
but.... I've been wrong before