Maybe Your Right Poem by Beautiful Disaster

Sometimes its right and sometimes its worng,
Not everything is as black and white as it seems.
The minute I saw you I knew your words didn't mean a thing,
Yet I allowed myself to fall for you.
Pulling me back to where I never wanted to be again.
Back to this place where everything is wrong.
It took me so long to pull myself out of this hole
You came along just to prove I wasn't thiat strong.
Now all these feelings are coming back,
The feel of being so alone
The reminder of all the confidince I lack.
I promised myself I would never again sink so low
Yet I can't seem to pull myself away from you.
I'm not even sure where I'm trying to go
But I will not allow myself to be kicked back down.
You have been killing me inside this whole time
But I refuse to walk around town wit this ugly frown.
So I pretend and tell everyone I'm fine
But they don't see the scars and my broken heart.
How could you turn into the exact thing I hate
You treat me like a piece of trash not a prieless piece of art.
And you keep telling me this will always be my fate.
Maybe your right and I should just stop lying to myself.
This well me forever falling too hard too fast for all the wrong people
This sitting in this dark room writing these sad peoms about what used to be.
I've lost all hope in being the person I wanted to be
Maybe everyone is right and I'm just not that girl.
So here I sit again in this dark empty room
Reminded of everything I'm not.
Its no longer worth the fight
This will be my final goodbye tonight.