Me Realizing Poem by Tiffany Sunshine

Here in the basement chasing dreams
It seems like its not getting better
Im trying to get it together but each road I take its a dead end.
I have help, I have friends, me personally that not going to help me win.

Where do I begin cause now I have another life to shield from pain and agony the world brings.
I have many things to think about when will they all come out.
I can scream and shout but that doesnt make the situation melt like cream its more like a bolder that wont float up stream.
Sometimes I want to give up let the scarecrows crupt my field of dreams.

But when I look into the eyes of my mircale I cant think of it selfishly.
So what I'll do is put a rain coat on to shield me from this rain storm.
Understand when it ends its always a rainbow.
Im going to continue to hold on and pray for strength.
In going to make sureI dont hold back myown gift.
Im going to make sure that i have somethign to give cause I dont want my baby to live a life she doesnt deserve to live.