To Be Me Agian Poem by Tiffany Sunshine

I have been suffering from this diease that has caused me to lie and deiceve
Has torn apart my family, and has made me look at myself with disgust.

Not only do I distrust myself I distrust the ones who love me the most and all I can say to that is that I am the one who chose
To live my life with these demons in me.

I purposly blind myself so that I couldnt see my own reality and now I feel like an addict that doesnt want to be addicted anymore.

I am so sared and scared that everyone has given up and dont care anymore, but why should they when I dont care myself.

Ill just give it up to the God since in me there is nothing left.

Ill give my life to the one who created me and hopfully instill the power to be me again.

Again be me again.