Tiffany Sunshine Poems

Many years Ive fought losing battles that left my world shattered into pieces I couldnt pick up.

Now that I am older and dont have a shouder to lean on Im ready to lean on my own.
Push myself to realize Iam grown.
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Here in the basement chasing dreams
It seems like its not getting better
Im trying to get it together but each road I take its a dead end.
I have help, I have friends, me personally that not going to help me win.
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When were struggling, tumbling and we dont understand.
When we feel like were not going to make it to the end.
I will continue to love you.
Were both fed up, willing to give up, not caring how we both feel for each other,
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Right now I want to eat......

So I can feel complete......
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When we fight I feel useless
Like there is no purpose for me to go through this
Like there is some one else out there that wont put me through it
And yet I still stay
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My forgotten soul has been folded over
Sitting alone in my tombstone
Screaming and crying because my spirit cant move on
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I subjected you to a pain that undescrible
A heart ache that is undeniable
Many lies upon lies that could make a person commit sucide
I have confessed my sorry sorrows to yo hoping you have the soul to forgive
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You say that I am you wife
You say you want this to work
And yet you still layed up with her
It hurts to know that your with her and not me
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I have been suffering from this diease that has caused me to lie and deiceve
Has torn apart my family, and has made me look at myself with disgust.

Not only do I distrust myself I distrust the ones who love me the most and all I can say to that is that I am the one who chose
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You came from the womb and you gave me life

you took away the darkness and turn it into light
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