Abby Keen Harris

Rookie - 247 Points (June 7th 1994 / Rockford)

Mentally&emotionally Torn - Poem by Abby Keen Harris

I love you like I say
I mean it when I say I'll marry you
Yet recent events have made me begin to doubt
That you feel the same way in reality
My feelings for you are more then a game
Are yours?
My love for you isn't just a role play
Is that all am I to you?
I've been hurt and played enough to know when it happens
But I want to believe its not true
I want to believe that me and him are your only ones
Having to work is one thing but this isn't just work
Now I know why I gave up and grew distant
It hurts too much to open up and stay close
Maybe I was wrong for agreeing to this
Maybe I should've just said no or waited longer
I hope making me feel like a fool was worth it
I didn't want to date again at first
I was scared of being hurt again
I gave up those fears with you
Now look what I got in return?
What I was afraid of, this is why I don't hold on to hope
When I hope for something, It ends up leaving me or not happening
Like a Papa Roach song
'I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut. My weakness is that I care too much.'
I should've just kept my heart closed
Then I wouldn't be here
Mentally and Emotionally Torn

Topic(s) of this poem: emotions, feelings, love, mind, thoughts

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  • Kumarmani Mahakul (11/7/2015 7:42:00 PM)

    Wonderful emotion and love shared here. (Report) Reply

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Poem Submitted: Saturday, November 7, 2015

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