Abby Keen Harris

im so alone somedays
i just cant stand it!
i just wish
that he was here
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many kind of tears there are
of fears near and far
blood, water, and black
blue, joy, and in the back
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anna was a strange girl
living in a normal world
everyone would laugh
cause she liked death traps
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hurts like drawing blood
hides like a face in a hood
crying emptiness
resisting temptation and doing my best
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karma is a pain
in the light and rain
crying without relief
like rain drops off a leaf
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try not 2 cry on the outside
even with the empty ties
being deprived from whats needed
trying not 2 be conceited
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Through shadows I may walk
Through valleys I may run
Across rivers I may drownd
Across skies I may drop
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Though I walk through the daylight
Sun and noise of the day tends to cause me pain
But I bare through it so I can keep my secret safe
When the gorgeous moon rises and when the cursed sun falls
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Could you love a Monsterwoman?
A woman possessed by the evils of another world.
She sacrificed her mortal soul to save the people she loves from certain doom.
Her mind and emotions are a constant swirl of chaos, the insanity it ensues.
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I love you like I say
I mean it when I say I'll marry you
Yet recent events have made me begin to doubt
That you feel the same way in reality
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As I look upon my face staring back at me in the glass.
I notice I see many different faces though all of them my own.
First I see what I call my true face, The face I was born with.
Second I see Asteria's face, The face of my sexual desires and confidence.
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Would you still say you should leave, If I wasn't the way I am?
Would you still love me enough to not give up on what we had?
Would I be a better person if I wasn't myself?
Would I stop hurting you if I was more like everyone else?
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I sit here alone and broken.
Though I ask for help no one comes.
Its like I'm behind a glass only I can see.
I scream, I pound, I fall, I cry still no one sees.
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As I stand staring into the looking glass studing it's frame.
I see a creature in my reflection that is not me.
I tilt my head to see if it was just a trick mirror.
But the creature tilted it's like I did.
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seems im always wondering y
but i cant seem 2 find
i wish u were out my window
but i cant see at all
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I wish only that my life didnt hurt so much
and that he wouldnt have hung up on me
i think about it then i wanna cry
but really life sucks except the people in it
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jugdement is a pain of life
it holds everything including strife
everybody can be pushed 2 far
no matter who, where, or what u are
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if its true it cant be described
even though lots have tried
i hear it ever night
underneath the moonlight
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