My heart pounds in my ears, I can't sleep without you.
I can't turn off my mind, I can't rest at all.
I am so very afraid, filled with fear
What do I do? Where do I go from here?
I miss my Love, my best friend.
The plans we made, the dreams to come,
time together left undone.
I want to crawl inside a dark, deep hole
to be embraced by the warmth
to be able to let go.
To know that I can depend on someone
when you are beside me again,
and we are one.
I am missing half of my soul.
Half of my body gone, I don't feel whole.
I can manage for a few hours throughout the day.
But as time lingers on, hours gone
just to take it away
two xanax and tequila
and at last, quietly... I lay
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