My Biggest Crime Poem by Dead Inside

My stomach muscles are growing stronger day to day
Cold showers take my balled up pain away
I walk around with a smile on my face
So please dear reader turn my page

Ill show you a side of me you never knew
One I kept hidden in the deep dark blue
A side I pretend like does not render me helpless
But deep down the pain is endless

Dear reader I smile all the time
This I confess is my biggest crime

Read from bottom up now :)