My Biography Poem by Rayjean Carter

I wouldn't be here without it
Medicine
She's the only one who understands
Mom
Its so deep, its unthinakable to the human mind
Us
I need to be confident
The Truth
I need to have standards
My Emotions
Its an Adrenaline Rush to learn
My Education
There's not enought time to just sit down and eat
I need Change
I need to spread my invisible wings
I need to practice better study habits
Help my education
Just write it down
An issue
Its all gonna be okay, I feel good today
An issue
Just do it
If only,
The world was clean
The skies were always blue
There was no pain in the world
and dudes had long hair
in my world
to express themselves
I need medicine to save
My Life
My Happyness
Me
I need her to guide me through my trials and errors
Mom
I love him but its hard to explain why.
My significant other
He makes me smile
He makes me laugh
He makes me cry
Its so deep between us thats its unthinkable to the human mind
Truth:
I dont know how to say it
I dont say it at all
Its bottled up inside
It hurts so bad
I cry with
Hate
Love
Pain
Desire
Confusion
Exhaustion
All I can do is cry
and sigh with relief
of loosing another breath
of my life
Dying to leave
Just get it all over with
But someone told me to keep going
Just keep going
Don't stop
Thinking too hard
Its so complicated
but so simple at the same time
I think too hard
Just let it happen
Let the birds fly
And the Chorus sing
Let the Ocean lie across the Earth with its beauty and
Admire
Adore
Want
Need
Love
But i seem to go on and on
About me
But why can't i do this Outside?
Outside the blue pen
Outside the atoms of paper
Outside of myself
I write it all down but it's still bottled inside
Its still locked up here and there
Amoung the different organs of my body
My heart
keeping me from love
My Lungs
Keeping me from the breath of the fresh air of life
My stomach
Keeping me from digesting the truth within me
Nobody cares
Nobody worries about another enough to listen
There's no point
But its okay, i'll get over it
I'll move on through life being me
I'll write it all down and look at it
Look back at my life and think about the positives
Hoping everything is better, could have been better, and Will be better
It never makes sense to anyone but me, but
This is my Biography.