Nobody Understands Poem by Rayjean Carter

Nobody Understands



Nobody Understands
the way i feel
how i act
how i dress
who i love
y love
where i go
y i go
Nobody Understands
i hate my life
i'm under bars
for no reason at all
want to die
need to cry
but Nobody Understands y
I'm extra-ordinary
I'm original
you'll never find another like me
free
i believe me
want to cry
need to die
Nobody Understans y
i'm shy
can't say 'hi'
just 'bye'
spend my time
Isolated
in a corner
with a knife
cutting my life away
and Nobody Understands y
i try to stop
look at the clock
1 a.m., i've done it again
my skin sliced away
another day given away
more scabs to hide
wanting to cry
but i don't
i absorb the pain
it's all a game
To give my life away
and Nobody Understands
Authority is Poorly
Given trying to morally show me
I'm wrong, but i'm not
over-protective
cutting me out of life
stabbing me
hitting me
Just all around Hurting me
Want to run away
But i choose to stay
want to make my way
Through education
Get a job
Start a mob of happyness
Greatfullness
Fun
Joy
Love
but Nobody Understans y
'Till death do us part
I think about him
should be a sin
to seperate us
And I don't Understand
I Love him
He Loves me
We go together
Like birds on a tree
He's the only one i kiss 'Hello'
The only one i kiss 'Goodbye'
The one i would Die with
But Nobody Understands y
Sorta like love at first sight
I saw inside him
He saw inside me
Then, I thought he was hot
He was cool
Failed in skool
Skipped classes
Dangerous boy
what a hypnotizing Decoy
Guided me down hill for a minute
Always thought about him so i couldn't concentrate
but i got myself together
seperated love from life and reality
Dropping Love, lets go back
to me
Disappeared
Diminished
Reading,
Writing,
Dancing,
Believeing,
Caring,
Knowing,
All gone.
Shattered
Destroyed.
I'm gone.
Nobody Understands
Nobody will Listen
Nobody will Care
Nobody will show Sympathy
Nobody
Nobody Understands
Nobody Wants to Understand
That's y
i'm gone
Dead
Invisible
Undefined
Nowhere to be comprehended
and...Nobody Understands

COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Shyana Keajls 07 April 2009

Coming from a girl whos been through a lot of this, I can understand your pain. I have a lot of family issues and they all are aimed at me sometimes. I've gone through a lotta stuff. Mostly more emotional stuff like beating myself up for everything. I totally connect with your poem and the love aspect as well. Good job at commuicating this emotion. ~Shyana K~<3

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Fiona Davidson 27 November 2008

Oh I think we've all been there Rayjean...thanks for sharing...

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Rayjean Carter

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Baltimore, Maryland
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