Sorry for the pain, sorry for the lies
and all the usless tears I cried
no need to worry and no need for
me to care:
...
I look back at my life
The people
The secrets
The lies and deceptions
...
I don't know what to say.
My heart is broken,
I love you with all I have,
Now I have no clue what to say.
...
sometimes this life seems like a faded dream.
sometimes this life seems like a nightmare.
that I cant wake up from.
sometimes this life makes me wish it all was a dream.
...
faded dreams soon come back to me.
I see you standing there once more beating on me.
You say it's to teach me a lession, that I shouldn't act this way.
This shall teach me to behave you scream as the belt whipped against me.
...