My Confession Poem by Randy McClave

I don't love you anymore
As I had deeply loved you once before,
You once had placed a smile on my face
Now that smile has been replaced with disgrace.
So, many dreams with you I once had
Because of you I was continually glad,
There was a constant song in my soul
You made me feel complete and whole.
I thought that we would be the the perfect pair
Here, there and of course everywhere,
Everyday I planned my adventure with you
I enjoyed us being two.
Whatever that you needed I always sought
Whatever that you wanted I always bought,
You truly gave me a reason and a belief to live
Because of you, I now help and give.
But, then I heard your many lies
And then I finally saw through your disguise,
You weren't the one who I thought that you were
You were just a lying, cheating and a using, "her".
I wished that I had saw through you sooner that what I did
And I wished that those loving emotions I had hid,
I wished that you had told me the truth
Then I wished that instead of being in love, I was a sleuth.
Now I think as I remember all that you had done
Not from sadness or remorse, but all for fun,
Though you don't have integrity or honor or spiritual wealth
I truly wonder how you can honesty live with yourself.
These are the last words to you that I will ever speak
No more can I again turn the other cheek,
I don't love you anymore
So, please don't ever come knocking on my door.

Randy L. McClave