Sometimes my thoughts escape me
As the fear begins to rape me
The tears fall from my eyes
Its then that I realize
If Im the only one that can change me
How do I rearrange me
Tell me how I self reflect
How to avoid my self neglect
Its the darkness inside that hurts me
My shame will still be lurking
Is it the loss or thought of losing
The chosen or thought of choosing
The death or fear of dieing
The truth or fear of lying
How can I find what is not there
How do I love if I do not care
Im getting tired of all the pain
Its real life Im not insane
I need your help if someones there
The secret is just too much to bare
I must get away from the abuse and rape
Please help me find my escape
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Reading the Bible gives one escape and direction in life