My Everday Routine Poem by Victoria Hudson

I wake up and get prepared
To face a fear I have always feared
Being mocked and joked apon
This is my life but not much fun

I put a smile on
To play the game
But when I am alone
I cry in shame

I shouldn't have to do this
Play the game alone
But I am no more than a mist
Here and then gone

The smile hurts
Mainly when it is fake
But I put it on anyways
Just to hide my pain

I beat the battle
Just to start again
All I wish for
Is just one friend

I cry
I try
But when I am alone
I always come back to a heart of stone

I am surrounded by those who care
But when I am alone
Who is really there?
No one

Like I said
I put on a smile
but I just want a friend
Even just fo alittle while