My Final Prayer Poem by Melissa Howard

Is there no hope for a soul as tainted as mine?
Will i forever hold this fear of what is destined for me to become?
All the memories of what i have done comes back, Draging me to hell wher i belong.
My heart is filled with hate it feelis as if im going irate.
I cant help but to feel as if im not good enough for the air i breath.
The tought of waking each day feels me with dread.
My soul is as black as a ravens wings.
In this tunnel i seek a light but yet all i see is the demons of my past coming to collect the soul i sold away.
I am bound to fall but i refuse to surrender.
My self control is slipping.
My wall are crunmbling
My bridges are on fire
and yet all i do is stand by and watch.
And still i find no redemption,
I am losing
And i have not the will power to hold on
This is it
This is my last prayer
a prayer for peace
A prayer for forgiveness
A prayer for understanding