She Loved Herself This Much Poem by Melissa Howard

She was always there,
Without being there,
She always acted as if she didnt care,
So many tears that was shed,
She didnt think that anyone cared..


So many times she wanted help,
So many times she just wanted out,
She wanted all the hurt to just go away,
She just wanted to fade away..

Everyday she would go farther and farther with that blade..
Everyday she prayed harder and harder just to find a way,

All she wanted was a friend someone she knew would be their untill the end..
All she needed was to feel loved..

She didnt need the love her rapist father gave her.
She didnt need the love her sick cousin gave her..
She didnt need the love her Molesting uncle gave her..
She didnt need the love her abusive mother gave her..
She needed the love she never felt..She needed the love no one dared to give her..


Finally one day..
She realized some are never meant to get love..
Some are never meant to know what love is..
So that day she killed herself..
Saying i love myself this much..I love myself enough to end all this pain..I love myself to get away..