My Future I Control Poem by Hannah Williams

my last hope...
its now gone, ive got nothing to show for my heart
all the things said, crushed me
ive layed in bed for days
all so confused
my mind cant work straight
its gone out of buisness
like our love
now i cant stand looking at you
and thinking of what you done...
il settle my self down...
i dont know how long, but i will
cuz' i know il find someone else..
to fix what you've done to me
and il be the old me
happy and joyful
so now that i think of it...
you were nothing to me, i feel for what you made me see...
and that wasnt really you
so im sorry i feel for it, i was just so stupid to beleive
but its in the past, and i cant fix that
but i sure can fix my future, and make it worth my wild
you were in control... back then
but now i am, and i say...
im not in love with you anymore...