My Halloween Comments

i was forced to grow up way to fast way to soon i ask myself over and over again if he knew what he was doing to me if he knew how much he was really destroying me, if he even cares, you might as well just carve his name into my skin i can feel people staring as i walk away denying it ever happened but he has made me his it feels like everybody knows, i cant take this anymore the people i thought were my friends aren't there for me anymore all i have left are my own thoughts that i don't want to think about and memories i don't want to remember i fight so hard to hold the memories back behind this fake, broken smile, but that's all i am now... a broken smile and a broken past, and nothing else

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Halloween is supposed to be a child's play day, instead it was the day he took my innocence away i remember thinking, just stay still and wait for it to be over, he cant hurt me unless i let him i just lay there on my stomach waiting for it to go away, the clock fell to the floor and i focus all my energy on that, but even though I'm staring at it i cant see what time it is, once he's gone i look at the clock again, its 4: 52 A.M i see broken glass on the floor and all my ripped clothes are over by the door i smell blood but i don't have enough energy to find where on my body its coming from i try to stand up but i fall back to the floor... this is my nightmare in real life, my new Halloween
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