My Heart Ached Like Hell Poem by Umasree Raghunath

My heart ached like hell
When I know pretty well
That he was just there on the other side
Fluttering all my thoughts wide
When I heard about him
There were no qualms or whim
But an urge to meet
Besides the decided treat
Its seven long months that
I saw him smiling the last
Still he is so fresh in mind
I don't know a fool of my kind
He bothered my sleep
And took over me in leap
When I heard that he was
Drunk to death, it encompassed
By thoughts towards him
I don't know how to get rid of this
When we six friends met at MRC
Giggled, ate and laughed
One sixth sense of mine was nowhere to see
For it ran behind him worried
Had he been mine,
I would have done anything to see him fine
People avoiding him is a shame
God save his damn damaged fame
He may be man so mean
But to me he did a lot to mean
I saw a worried and insecure child
A more disorganized teen
An adult who was prone to all wild
A professional confused with a grin
Absolutely no hype of him
But a sincere longing for him
To be just another friend I know
For hating him is not on my tow
Felt like running to him
And take his vulnerable other side
Unknown inner self of the man
Once I adored to death……..