My Last Solace Poem by Dr Dj

This sun baked grit
Beneath my feet
Caked on my weathered skin
With shallow flow
To and fro
Of foam
Salty foam
I hear the far off roars
Of crashing rolls
Symphony of natures perfection
Of my precious salty water
And more Gulf and Foam
Slowly moving up towards me
Then recedes
Then rushes towards me again
Just like a familiar lover
I can smell her air
Her welcome salty air
Constant breeze
That sings
Like my love whispering in my ear
The Sun is down
No longer my day
But truly I prefer the night
Different birds do sing
When stars are above
Than Your typical daily chatter
I like the night
When the stars are bright
Moon slowly tracing the sky
It's peaceful here
Worries disappear
All my bodies pain has vanished
And
Heart finally content
When Lost loves are finally forgotten
I feel Immortal
Yet
As I lay on this sand
With little time at hand
My thoughts still drift
To HER Perfection
fleeting it was
My mind returns from the distraction
I have all the time in the world
And Time turns everything
To dust
And
So Dust this flesh will be
When my final business is done
After My Wrath and vengeance
Is Satisfied
I will come back here to die
And My Goddess will still be damned
By her own hand
Because she knows
Precisely her own sins
There is No
Satisfaction
Me Knowing
That
Only a saddened heart
But my wondering nights
Close to done
Has no regrets
For
There is ONE
who is already gone
I will see
On my next Shore of Being
A bliss I dare
Not be late for
For her wrath I do Fear
A Long missed love I'm destined to see again
Not my fake Mortal Goddess
She chose her own fate
Or maybe it was chosen for her
In these final months
That
My choices were mine
and hers were hers
And when this flesh
Is dust once again
My heart
Will finally be Free
This sand around me
Grit from Mountains past
I feel at home here
I think
I'll stay
A bit longer
Maybe just a bit longer
To feel that sand
Just a bit longer
That grit under my feet
I know
I'm standing on Mountains
Weathered to Sand
because
Time
the ultimate Antagonist
Ensures everything
will Eventually
be
Ground Down
Love Grows Cold
Faces turn Old
Our bodies will betray us
but
What is eroded down
Will Rise Again
For now
while I still
have a bit of Time
I'm just gonna enjoy this sand
this simple sand
Under my feet