My Last Words

Now I lay me down to sleep,
my crazy mind and arms at peace.
This empty heart torn apart,
these darkened days all gone by,
my grieving heart one last sigh.
Not ot blame mom and dad,
home again it's not so sad.
I finaly feel freedom,
after all crazy hearts don't deserve love,
they deserve to die,
go to heaven above.
Finding the world funny,
lokk at my grave I finaly look stunning.
As animals rome, Richards ruled,
tramps find bloody pools.
Love is not something easily found,
like everyone else I stood my ground.
but.. Like I said,
Jack Daniels ruled,
Acid cried,
where waters crash,
you'll find some words of mine.
'no one there to hold you,
no one were just friends,
you live life up and down love,
nightmares are your dreams.
Hold on Hold on tight,
I'll miake everything allright.
Wake up don't go to sleep,
I pray the Lord your soul to keep..'
Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my soul to keep,
if I die before I wake,
I pray the Lord my soul to take.
Written in black,
said in shame.
I commited..
ended life's final of games.

May 5,1990