Alone in my mind
Alone in my reality
I feel like I'm useless
I feel like a nuissance
Constantly getting used
Constantly getting abused
I'm tired of the pain
I'm tired of the games
My heart has been broken
So many times
For so many reasons
That I never know about
Cheated on and used
Hit on like a punching bag
But as I always say
I'm used to it
The consequences of love
Are far more than expected
Because the pain I feel
Is unbearable but numbing
I hate those feelings
I want to rid my pain
Stop their hurtful games
And truly smile for once
I want to be happy
And I want to laugh
And I want to be loved
Is that too much to ask for?
My heart is shattered
Slowly closing
Slowly turning black
And disappearing altogether
But this pain will end
The suffering will cease
And I'll be the happiest
When they suffer their consequences
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem