My Life And Hope Poem by Bonny Babychan

Fade away to an endless dream
Drift away in a mindless game
And I m alone
Waiting for some one to tell
That I m still here
Shadows that creep in to my pain
I m left to choose
Is it really worth it at all
They tell me that there’s peace inside me
I can’t find it at all
My life that’s like an empty hall
Wondering when it will end
And waiting for my angel to be sent
Looking into my eyes
What do you want to see
There is nothing but things
Inside those you will never want to be
Seems like life is holding me down
I can hear my soul that’s crying out
All that’s is now is a name in shame
Want these tears to end
And someone to hold my hand
Help me to carry on
No more pain
No more surge of emotions
I want to walk away
Into the light, but which way,
Give me sight
Lost in the darkness of the day
I have searched for truth every way
Betrayed by time
And search for truth never ended
The man I have been
And the choices were all mine
Nothing seem to be the same
Nothing remains unchanged
Without you by my side
It’s as if I have lost everything
To uncertainty
I float and drift in the
Uncertain eternity
I feel that I can't go on
The fear of failure
Pulls me down
Peace left me
And I cry alone
Disowned by my own deeds
Put me back together
Give me your steadfast love
Once again, guide me home
So that I don't wander away
A burning heart
And grieving soul
I cry to you
Consequences of the choices
That I had made
They left me all alone
I don't deserve your endless love
But I don't have any where else to go
It’s your love that fills me
With life and hope