Final Destination Poem by Bonny Babychan

I m walking the world
Making way for changes
Trying to live up to your love
There is nothing to claim
And No one to blame
Faces that I found on the way
Had a lot to say
Happiness, sorrow
Love, hatred
War, peace
All had their own two faced stories to tell
The life quickly turns around in an instant
We all search for an exit
Without the love of our life
The World seems to be burning
And its soul seems to be drowning
Crossed the lines long ago
Stop signs that limits one self
To an emptiness that won’t
Fade away by time
Where am I going?
I try to find out in this multitude
The place that I would belong
And all the shame will be gone
I learn canny ways of the world
Now that I am alone
I feel that I m dying and
The death of my soul is ineluctable
Heart dancing away to the symphony of death
And the shadows that lurk in the depths of this oblivion
Taking away my sight
Sorrows and pain that I tend to hide
Won’t put my soul to rest
Can’t I turn my blind eye towards to the cries of my soul?
I m falling
Can’t break my fall
I want to be free but where
Will I go when freed?
I don’t celebrate any victory
Hide out in my own tears
And embrace my deepest fears
Of this morbid life
The destiny that seem to be the horizon
And the fate that dawns from the distance
Misplaced wisdom with a certain zeal
Gave away faith without a feel
I hide my tears in the rain
And move through this pain
Lost my dreams
I have realized my lack
To which I can't turn my back
Trying to find an absolution in this emptiness
Trying the reach a higher ground
Safe from this flood
I know that I m answerable to your blood
I watch from a distance and
But I turn around and walk away
Where am I going?
May be I will find the answer
At my final destination.