My Love Is Not Enough Poem by sweet seven

I had a dream last night
I was praying so hard
Thanking
But returning the greatest gift
God had given me,
Abruptly He stood
No sound
But madness can be traced
In His saintly face
On the verge of loosening His belt
As if He was about to hit me
Terrified, I woke up

Perplexed with the dream
I realized
Maybe make God confused
What my desires are,
When you are not with me
I asked Him to bring you back
But when you are already with me
I’m turning my back
Believing my love isn’t enough
Can’t provide earnings for a living
Neither thirst for high technology
For business is not my forte

Now I feel so weak
Confused,
Troubled,
Lost,
Don’t know what to do
Dark fearing me
Trembling with scared
Oh God please help me
Let me see again the moon
Behind the dark clouds
Find me dear God,
And hold on me


01.10.06