My Pain Is My Drug Poem by Ajmacia McQueen

My pain is my drug
its my reason to cry, its my reason to be in the shadows of my shame
caught up in a world of misery and lies
The truth is on the inside but still I hear words of deception
I dream of angels but still I wake up to demons of my hatred of this world and the people that I call my friends and family
My life is dark and hurtful
Worries of Tomorrow always on the mind
But making it today is the last thought
Running in circles of confusion still creating new steps in the same place I did yesterday.
People leaving me behind to fend for myself
Scared to leave this world alone, Scared to Leave this world with without any accomplishments
But yet Im tired of trying to find ways to finish when I'm starting where I did Last Year making the same mistakes I did Last month.
My pain is my Drug & Soon it will be my Dimise