Our Love Broken Poem by Ajmacia McQueen

Time that we spend together are more tougher to bare more and more as the the days come. Our verbal actions are more crude as the topic becomes more hasty.
I feel that the love has an absence but I can't figure where to?
Thoughts swondering my brain as I pace back and fourth, Im trying to solve our problems as many ways as I can. Still no solution.
I hold back tears as I'm looking at the face that usually smiles as me so tenderly, but now looks at me with such coldness.
You seem so shallow, So hollow as I touch you.
My worst nightmare may come to reality as I think about your changed feelings towards me. I'm still trying to find a different questions to ask myself, but one question appears to be yelling louder in my head.
Is your love accompanying some one else?
That pain in my heart won't go away until I know.
My time to face my fear comes as I solve the most important problem.
The words spill out my mouth I look at you with worry and tears ready to fall out my brown eyes.
My ears are wishing for a No.
My mind waiting for a Yes.
Your head hangs down with shame as you speak cold words of deception, My world seems to stop as the songs that played our love over and over dies.
My heart filled with regret, wishing I never had my doubt.
Where to go, who to love? Those answer I can solve later.
...But now I need to cry.