My Pains Real Poem by Anonymus Girl

Not crying anymore
The tears are hurting my face
I don't want to feel close to you
But how can I leave this place?

I can't walk passed your picture
Without fighting back the tears
Without hearing your gentle voice
Echoing in my head, through all these years

I want to look into your eyes
But I know I won't be able to look away
And after everything we've been through
I don't think I would know what to say

I'd probably ask you too many questions
Make you want to leave again
But I'm sorry I didn't realise
You didn't want to be 'just friends'

I do love you deep inside
Deep under everything else I feel
But right now I just want someone to hold me
For someone to tell me my pains real.