'My Silent Lamentation' Poem by Rage Allay

How do I begin my silent lamentation?
I lack the courage to bring this to your attention.
I tried to write you a poem
One with the perfect words to rhyme,
The right rythm and the melody
to describe my feelings -

This malady has caused me restless days and sleepless nights
I’ve been marveling at what could be the antidote for this disease
Oftentimes I find myself locked up in my dreams.
Clearly, it's like I’m unmindfully chasing an impossible dream
Fully aware that waking up to reality will leave me devastated.
But my dreamy thoughts keep running back to you.

Like the budding of a rose,
Or the twittering birds
Gaily flying across the vast blue skies,
Or the cool mist of dawn,
Or the promise of the morning dew
This growing feeling inside me
is about to explode
let it flow to the end of the sea.